Sleepless Nights

Yes I'm having one of those nights where I know I'm tired and need to sleep but my eyes won't close and give me a rest. I guess you can say I'm anxious for tomorrow because I have a hands on training at work that I have to attend to, plus college on top of that. Soooo... It's going to be a pretty long day for me. Bleh. I'm thinking of what to tell you guys. Let's see.. hmmm.. My day was pretty normal, nothing special. I was going to work out but I got lazy so I just walked my dog then after that I played some games on my ps3, watched some tv, and browse online on some furniture. Nothing kept me busy or interested. Pretty much my whole day was boring. But I'm looking forward for tomorrow because I have something to do and I know for sure that I'm gonna wish I don't have something to do. Does that make sense? I don't know ;P I guess I'm really super tired now. Anyways catch you guys later! :)

Your Own Choice

Have you ever woke up one day and thought, "What do I want to be? What kind a job can I call my career and not have to work a day in my life? What is the difference between a job and a career?" Well this was the questions I was asking myself for the past 3 years since I graduated high school. I was confused and didn't know what to do with my life. All I knew was I was a C.N.A and thought maybe this is all the education that I'll ever need. I mean, I've work with woman who's been a C.N.A for 28 years. How could she work so long in just one job? Especially a not so easy one. How could she be so patient? That got me thinking really hard. Then I realized, to her being a C.N.A is not just another job. It's her career, that's what she loves to do. I on the other hand don't feel the same. And I also realized, that's alright. We all have to find the road were destined to take. She found hers, and now I have to find mine. It won't be easy following your own dreams I can tell you that much. Ever since I got out of high school. my parents and some family relatives of mine expected me to go to college and pursue a Nursing Program. I thought I was going to since I was already a C.N.A and thought, "Why not?". I mean I'm good at being a C.N.A how hard can it be to be a Registered Nurse? But I thought wrong. I woke up one day and realized I wanted to do something else. I wanted to make MY OWN CHOICES. After all it is my life and I should live it the way that satisfy me and makes me happy. So, I changed my major to Arts in accounting. Of which I am very excited for! I am not the greatest in math let me tell you that. But! I love challenges. I get bored when things are too easy to follow. Things are more interesting to me when my brains are having a hard time. Needless to say, I will get there. I will reach my dreams no matter how hard the road to success is. Bumps and curves here I come! :)

Cold Weather/New Home

A lot of things has changed since 2012. First, let me start of by saying thank God for new beginnings and second chances. I wouldn't be where I'm at without God and the people that truly care about me. Now I can say I've hit rock bottom once in my life but here I am, back on my feet with the a bright future ahead of me. I am happy and content. I may not have much but I've never been so happy in my life! Anyways, me and my family moved to a new house in Boise! And here I am going to college majoring in Arts. So stoked! We're all moved in just need to organize and such. I can't wait to finish decorating our bedroom and I might put up a picture here so you guys can see it. Its one of my projects that I will accomplish soon! It kinda sucks having to go back to work though with this ugly weather we're having up here in Idaho. Can't it be spring already? I mean winter should be illegal. It makes people sick. Sure we like snow but if it was me I'll only have it on Christmas day. That's it. Anyhow, I'm ranting too much. We need to figure out what's for dinner. So, I'll rant again some other time! :)